So, I've created a new journal to post some stories :3 From the looks of it...naughty stories. :D

If you're bored and feel like taking a gander, it is under catseye_rose

So, um...I stole this from grimm_psyke...O.o Yeah, that's all I got. Go forth and write, my pretties! ...okay, Grimm's probably the only one here. HI, GRIMM! :D

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I stare down at you, eyes red from recently shed tears.

“Go out with me.”

“I am an angel.”

There’s something about coming home and finding your boyfriend in bed with another man.

The twins weren’t normal.

Every night, I sit by my window and watch the light fly over the ocean over and over again, warning ships of the deadly rocks lining the seemingly innocent shore.

The instant I saw him, I hated him.

When my eyes flicker open, I have no idea where I am.

I stumble against the wall with a giggle, alcohol sloshing out of the bottle onto my hand.

His parents had found the pictures.

Well. Hello there. I'm still here. It's true.
So. Yup. Nothing to say other than I have counselling tomorrow (I DON'T WANNA GO), and it's probably not a good idea to read your dead friend's journal as that is a good way to end up in tears.

Just sayin'.

Oh, my, I sound melancholy.

Right! Happier things! The reason for my revival: the Slash Forum is starting up (FINALLY!) our slash awards! :D Frabjuous day, caloo, calay! (Or however that's spelled...)

But yes. Cheerio, then. :3

Okay, it's been awhile since I've written anything...eheh. But anyway. Remember how I kept getting sick? Well, turns out there was a reason: lactose intolerance. That's right. LACTOSE INTOLERANCE is what kept screwing me up and making me miss school. How weird is that? So anyway, it's all good now. But I'm stuck with Bio in summer school...blah. Oh well. Getting an 83! Wh00t!!

Guess what? Yeah, that's right. I appear to be sick again. And exams are this week. So, it appears I only get sick during big projects, tests, and exams. This sucks. A lot. Ugh, and I have so much studying to do! I have to do at least mildly well in Math!! ^^;; And Chem...eh, as long as I'm in the high 60's, it's all good (though, I'd like to get at LEAST a 70!!) Luckily, Chan-chan has compiled all the Chem notes over the weekend (yeah, way too much tiem on his hands) and I got a copy ^_^ YAY! So, all is not lost! And I'm going to Jenny's tomorrow to study :P English is fine, and so is Media Arts. So, I must concentrate all my brain powers on the EVIL TWO :| (And maybe MA, since I know pretty much nothing about art ^^;;). So, yeah, other than that...ee gads, life has been stressful. I'm hoping next semester will be calmer. Yeah...wishful thinking...

Alright! I've decided to tally my 16-year-old sick days! Why? Cuz I can :P And they're pretty amazing, since I rarely miss school when I'm sick...

March: 5 days

October: 1 day

November: 2 days

December (last week): 4 days

TOTAL: 12 days of school missed since I turned 16!

Conclusion? School makes me ill! Therefore, I am allergic to it and should not have to go!

Now, how would I acquire a doctor's note stating this...?

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And for fun, a journal entry about my days off.

Well, I figure I got sick from exhaustion, but the doctor says viral cold, and gave me a puffer to use for 10 days (blah). Oh, and my mum got them to take my blood to test for anaemia (cuz I'm pale, I guess...). I figure they would've figured it out by now if I was anaemic, but you never know... But I'd better not be! I want to give blood next year!! RAWR!

Anyway, I stayed home for four days, watched Donnie Darko (yay!), anime (yay!), and read a lot (yay!). Overall, pretty fun. Oh, and I survived solely on ginger ale and soup. Yum. Then on Friday I went back to school...listened to rambling and read in English...caught up on notes that made NO FREAKIN' SENSE in Math, and...made waffles in Chem. But it wasn't part of the class. No. We were drafted into waffle-making for the SAC (heehee) waffle fundraiser. ("Get fresh waffles from your SAC!") Now, being sick and germ-ridden, I figured this would be a pretty bad idea. Still, I made eight malformed waffles and managed to sneak away to hang out with my friends and steal sushi :P. But during said waffle-making, Pam man (yes, there was a guy in charge of spraying copious amounts of Pam onto each waffle-maker every 5 minutes) kept leaning on the can -right beside me, might I add- and kept spraying me with it! I mean, you'd think he'd realize that leaning on the nozzle will spray Pam at the cranky girl next to him, which will result in said cranky girl plotting his demise (perhaps drowning in the waffle batter). So, not only was a hot, sick, cranky, and nauseous, my whole right arm was covered in Pam. Oh joy.

But, I got all three lunch periods. YAY! XD

A media arts? Gah. I don't like Flash. X.o

And today? Christmas shopping in Chinatown! YAY! There's this really cool anime store in Chinatown Centre that has all these CDs, manga, anime, figurines, plushies... *rambles on for another hour or so*, and yeah... :P My aunt was just standing there for a minute, then said, "I am so out of my element. I'm going to wait outside and read the paper." About 5 minutes later she returned. "Run out of newspaper?" "...yes. I only brought a bit with me." But, I needed her to reach the shelves for me, so it was all good ^_^

OH! And we had sushi for lunch! *Drool* Suuuuuuushiiiiiii.... ^w^

So now I'm home...absolutely exhausted...and it's nearly 2 am, so I should go to bed.

Bye for now!

EE!!! Got tickets to Dir en Grey in February!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!! So, from now until then, complete Dir en Grey binging :P I wonder if Kerri will get another tattoo...

This is definitely the highlight of my week due to having to stay home for two days (I was sick...again). So, let's tally this year:

March: one week off
October: one day off
November: two days off

Notice how I'm only sick during school? Tch. Oh well. Monday's a day off, so wh00t! Hopefully the coat I want to get will be at the mall (they didn't have any today...blurgh).

Okay! I'm done!

<3

Oh, yes, I just got back from Sudbury! There I discovered we celebrate garlic. Yes, there is a Garlic Festival. I have no idea what to think of this :P Oh, and me and my dad picked blueberries!!! It was fun :D And they're yummy :P

Okay, I just saw "Bon Cop Bad Cop". So AWESOME! I laughed hysterically for the whoel thing!!!!!!!! And Rick Mercer was in it, acting like Don Cherry :P So very funny. I don't even know where to begin. And the music kicked ass! Okay, you just have to see it to understand :P Ee, I loved it!!! <3

Okay, I hafta rant. I really do.

First of all, Pluto. As far as I'm concerned, it is a planet, and it always will be. And I do not like scientists. Hmph.

Next: school.

Oh.
My.
God.

This new lunch thing? GAH! I still don't get how we can have 6 periods in the day, yet only 4 classes. And guess what? NO YEARBOOK AGAIN!!! I'm starting to think we should just kidnap the Williams' yearbook team and get them to make one for us. What is with this "yeardisk" (and, yes, this is what it's being called)?? NO ONE likes it! Even the teachers think it's a stupid idea! I swear, our school is being run by dolts. Maybe it's just me, but this whole thing is pissing me off!!!! *Sigh*. I don't even know anymore. Oh, well. I suppose it's a good thing we're getting out earlier... But with periods 1 and 5 switching every day, I am gonna be soooo lost (I'm hopeless with this kinda thing). Well, I guess if they leave the play alone, I'm happy. And one more thing: why is it against the rules to wear shirts that have logos on them?

Okay, I'm done for now. Phew.

What Annoying Celebrity are YOU Destined to Kill? by tiffeh
Name
Age
Sex
You will Kill	Ricky Martin
With	a potatoe
On	April 2, 2049
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I pity the potato...

Which Gravitation character will kill you? by Neko Malik
User name
Age
You will be killed by	Fujisaki
because	you stole their boyfriend!
on	May 2, 2011
they will use	a big-ass sword
they will then	scream "Why, God, why?!?"
your death will be	a new beginning!
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Well...that sucks. Wait, he's shorter than me! I can take him!!!

Which Gravitation Character Will You Marry? by Tatsuha
Name
Age
Gender	FemaleMale
Favorite Color
Who	Suguru Fujisaki
When You Met	December 17, 1979
Quiz created with MemeGen!

I swear, I'm having way too much fun.
...wait, didn't he just kill me?

What are you in a world of darkness? by inspire_me
Spirits are...	Spirits......are all around me and a part of everything...have nothing to do with me...are things to be used...are things to be feared...represent nature...represent death...don't or shouldn't exist
Love is....	...crucial to life...a tool to get what you want...transient, ephemeral and -often- unrequited...innevitable if you look for it...a destructive force to be combatted and overcome...unimportant in daily life...a psychological construct used to justify copulation
Truth is....	...subjective...what I say it is...defined at the moment and will change when I need it to...something defined by me to control others...nothingness...found in the natural cycles of the world...beauty, ugliness and everything in between
My daily problems consist mainly of...	scientific and philosophical issuessocial and artistic issuesphilosophical and spiritual issuespolitical and social issuesreligious and spiritual issues
Power is...	...everything...slavery...freedom...unimportant...knowing yourself...knowing about others...expressing yourself
How sane are you?	I am a cog in a machine like everyone else. Whirr-click.I am a member of society.I am outside society, always looking in.I am afraid of the status quo; it threatens my uniqueness.I am always re-inventing myself.I wish I were like everyone else, but something about me is odd.Fish.
How unique are you?	12. How Sane Are You?I have a good grasp of reality.I have a few imaginary friends.Reality is an annoyance that I have to put up with now and then.Understanding requires the risk of insanity.Insanity requires the risk of understanding.My thoughts and personality never vary; this is "sane".Fish.
The Tumultuous Times are largely....	all around uslong past and mostly beyond resolutionapproachinglong past yet still lingeringstarting to fade ... I hope
What sustains you?	the lives of othersthe drive to protect that which is around methe pursuit of knowledge and enlightenmentthe desire to put my past to restimagination, creativity and self-expression
You are a...	Vampire- Eternal and undying, you walk the night, seeking for your lost humanity. You are forever aware of the machinations of those who would have your power for themselves. Yet, you are drawn to play their games, despite the cost.
Quiz created with MemeGen!

...knew my nickname would come back to haunt me...

Barbie World by Nightchaser
Username
You are:	Barbie
Ken	go_go_chicken
Blane	anvanimaserke
Kira	jigger_blayne
Midge	snicketgal
Skipper	bringonbluesky
Christie	bright_light
Steve	sgtlaike
Lea	mokel
Kayla	thrashingaround
Barbie	jigger_blayne
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Okay, seriously, how could I resist??

If You Ruled the Land . . . by wackyweasel
Your first name:
How you gained your rule:	Military coup, of course! They never saw it coming . . .Walked in and took the throne while they were at lunchRightful heir!!Strategic poisoning . . .Mind controlAsked for it really nicely, 'pretty please'No idea . . .
Your title is:	Your Royal Sexyness
Your symbol is:	the eagle, for grace, power, and big freaking wings
You rule from:	a mansion always surrounded by storm clouds! Boom!
At your side is:	your griffon steed, Simba
Your enforcers, troops, and guards are all:	archers with mad skillz
Your most popular law is:	No more speakers on cars that rattle windows of homes
Your least popular law is:	Banning of the quote marks hand gesture
Your worst enemy is:	um, the peasants you oppress?
Your popularity rating is:: 57%
Your chance of being overthrown is:: 73%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

...actually, most of that is pretty accurate for me :P Well, if I was queen, anyway...

If You Ruled the Land . . . by wackyweasel
Your first name:
How you gained your rule:	Military coup, of course! They never saw it coming . . .Walked in and took the throne while they were at lunchRightful heir!!Strategic poisoning . . .Mind controlAsked for it really nicely, 'pretty please'No idea . . .
Your title is:	Great and Merciful Ruler of All the Land
Your symbol is:	a blue dragon - cool and slick, oh yeah, just like you
You rule from:	a clear, crystalline palace, and change in the basement
At your side is:	your sexiest bodyguards
Your enforcers, troops, and guards are all:	NINJAS!!!
Your most popular law is:	Jell-O is a vegetable
Your least popular law is:	Regulation of a national favorite color
Your worst enemy is:	your unstable water bed - how can you sleep?!
Your popularity rating is:: 56%
Your chance of being overthrown is:: 91%
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I just had to do it again :P This one made me giggle...

Well, Lauren's gone back home. :'( But I get to see her next weekend, so yay! And I've spent the best part of the last two days learning the Grade 11 Math curriculum X_x. Well, 'least I can't fail... So glad my aunt's a Math teacher!!

I can't believe summer's almost over! AAHHH!!! I still have so much to do!!!!! Like finish that play... *hem*. Well, I have till December, so there's hope!!

What else? Hmm...learning Inner Universe! Really pretty song, but kinda hard to sing...

My week: went to the mall, went antiquing, ate Indian food, nearly killed myself on my skirt...and falling into the van... And HAD FUN THE WHOLE TIME!

Next week: Lauren's coming down from Sudbury!!! KEEE!!!!

Things to watch: Battle Royale (NOT the anime...yet...), Miyavi music videos, Hellsing, Castle in the Sky, FMA, Naruto, InuYasha, and...uh...ADVENT CHILDREN! Again :D

Things to read: Porno (shut up! It's an actual book! A hot pink book... If you don't believe me, ask Allie :P), Whistle, Coyote Blue, DNAngel, and the first four of the Blood series! Wh00t!

Things to listen to: Styx. Shut up.

Things to buy: DNAngel 6 (until then, no reading 5 or 7 :P), both Loveless manga, and the first Loveless DVD! I hope I get to the bookstore this week...

Things to, uh...do?: Get off my lazy ass and catch up on my writing! GRAH! Oh, and write another short story by the 1st...and finish the play by December...

Umm...I can't think of anything else...hehe!
Now, the important question: why the hell did I write this?

...

Ummm...

Oh, I don't know, live with it!

Oh, and Allie: *GLOMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* (I dunno how to put pictures so...pretend there's some awesome stick figure drawing of an UBER GLOMP!! Heh heh heh...)

SLASHSLASHSLASH!!!!!!!!!

<3

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

BOOYAH!! Wait...I've taken this before...with the same results...

You Are 44% Obsessive

You're somewhat obsessive, especially when it comes to a couple things (like horrifying thoughts or cleanliness). As long as your quirks aren't interrupting your life, it's all good.

Well...that's good... :P

You are 67% Aquarius

Well, I'd better be!

Your Stripper Song Is

Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy.

According to my mum, I wanted to be a stripper when I was little.
. . .
I was one messed up child.

Time for another actual journal entry! And my babbling. Bwahaha.

Well, Sisi came over at 7am yesterday and we watched 7 DVDs of anime. 7. We didn't finish till...8:30pm? Heehe. Sukisho, Ai no Kusabi, Loveless, and Advent Children!! Yay!! I figure our eyes have gone really big and our mouths really small. And I now have over 23 manga to read (that girl has a LOT). Holy crap. By the end of the summer I may blow up. Heh heh...

What else is going on? Uhh...oh! My aunt's dragon boat racing this weekend!! For some reason I find that really cool! Probably cuz they're boats. That are dragons. Wee!!

I think I've run out of things to write about. Sad, ne? Oh well. I can only babble for so long before I get distracted :P

<3

I am The Lovers The Lovers often refers to a relationship that is based on deep love - the strongest force of all. The relationship may not be sexual, although it often is or could be. More generally, the Lovers can represent the attractive force that draws any two entities together in a relationship - whether people, ideas, events, movements or groups. For a full description of your card and other goodies, please visit LearnTarot.com

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Heh heh heh.

Your Quirk Factor: 66%

You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal. No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average."

Well, no surprise there!

OH! And I just remembered a childhood story! Okay, when I was little, I ordered a hot dog at a restaurant, cuz it said it would be a wiener man. So I was like "Really? A wiener man? Cool!". Now here I am, expecting it to be a LIVING MAN WHO HAPPENS TO BE A HOT DOG. Seriously, I thought there was like, a wiener man farm, or something... Anyways, I was sadly disappointed when I got the hot dog and it was just a plain ol' wiener cut in the shape of a man. Like, with little arms and legs :P I don't think I've ever been so disappointed in my life...

I was an abnormally stupid child.

"Ai no Kusabi" is officially the angstiest anime ever created. There is no moment of happiness. Everyone is angsty for EVERY MINUTE OF IT. No wonder I love it so much!!! Yes, it's the angstiness that I love...not the crazy yaoi scenes and fwooshy hair...*cough*...oh, come on! That hair fwoosh was awesome! It was all...fwooshy...yeah...